How can I actually say what I feel without being the biggest hypocrite known to earth?

I cannot. I just... Can't.

I need you to tell me, tell me what you think. Tell me your opinion because i value it, more than i think you realise. And silence from you is killing me slowly.

I need to talk things through, and you don't seem to be there to talk to anymore. And I know this sounds a little unfair, cos you have your own life too. But I really do rely upon you more than you probably realise.

And i shouldn't.

You know, you find a glimmer of happiness... And there is always someone who wants to ruin it for you. So thanks a lot guys. Thanks heaps.