i just want to be with him... just for a while... is that really so much to ask...?

-4 days-

from the very second, baby, i already knew id end up head over heels in love with you

You know i think i was in love with you from the moment we started being friends... Not as deeply in love as i am now... i mean... you sort of immediately became one of the most trusted people in my life, the first person i looked for when i entered a room, the person i spoke to about everything. you broke down my defenses in a way many people have struggled to do... and you did it so easily. i have no idea how you managed, its like you just broke straight through. and thats unusual, because i'm not normally so trusting of people...

--i just want to be with you forever--