Sunday, July 19, 2009

i'm not angry, i'm just saying, sometimes goodbye is a second chance...

Did you ever think you never actually do anything with your life?

The year is halfway over, and what have we accomplished? I know my answer.

Nothing.

This year has been the same as any other. More complications, more sadness, more fights, more happiness, more girly days, more sleepovers (or...not-sleep-overs), more movie dates, more work, more homework and assignments, more exams, more stress, more procrastination, more sleepless nights.

But when it comes down to it, this year will pass by, just as unmemorable as the sixteen before it.

When is it that we get to start living?

Well... I suppose the answer for that is 'when we can be with our life'. For me at least...

Or maybe it's when we start to experience life. When we get past this awkward, horrible, wonderful time of our lives called High School, and start experiencing the real world.

Maybe you reach a certain age and suddenly everything makes sense and starts to mean something.

Or maybe there is just something wrong with me. And for some reason none of the things I do are significant.

2 comments:

shootingatspiders said...

I've been feeling totally the same way.
Going away made me feel better.
Try and break the cycle, however you can.
like randomly taking weekends off work.
I'm not saying go on an overseas holiday, as magical as those are, but break habit somewhere.
Get up and go for a walk to look at the sunrise, find somewhere you can see it set.
Paint, write, walk, sing. I dunno, whatever works for you.
Something to help you feel more awake, something different.
Something very you.

lol, longest comment ever.
love you darling <3
gliTter

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