herewegoagain...

Its surprising and a little sad really, how easy it is to find out who really cares. I have to say, I was surprised. What about you? Were you surprised?

We've all been there... Or else we will... And its quite amazing really to see the difference between those who will care about you, and those who will expect your every thought to go to them. Sure, other people are suffering at the same time as you. But sometimes, when you're there for them... And they don't give a crap about you...

I was happy.

Thank you so much for ruining that.

It's just hard to continuously be there for people when you know that they will simply brush you off. You know that they will just... not care really, that you're upset or that you're hurting. They will just expect you to get over things. Well, guess what? It doesn't happen. You don't just wake up one morning suddenly over the only thing that held you together for the past two or so years. Things don't happen like that. Maybe i'll never get over it. Maybe its not going to happen that way. Maybe YOU need to take a look at the people who have worked so hard to be there for you. Take a look at how they ARE holding up. How they WERE holding up. How they WILL hold up in the future.

If someone is there for you... Don't they deserve the same in return?

So i will take Mrs Simons advice, i shall use my pleases and thank yous.

Please grow up and take a look at the world around you.

And thank you for making me feel like absolute shit when I was happy for the first time in oh i dont know, six weeks? Yeah... Really appreciate that one.

Maybe you should look at what's right in front of you.