Monday, December 14, 2009

you don't even know me...

i feel sick. i feel physically ill.

i dont know how to handle this. and i dont know what to do. and i really dont know why they have to hate it so much.

i cant handle their disapproval.

but i cant handle the thought of being without him even more.

they dont get to decide my life. and nothing they can say or do can change that.

fingers crossed i can tell them this and not throw up.

3 comments:

Serena said...

? good luck! ily

shootingatspiders said...

are you ok sweety?

♥ Cinderella ♥ said...

shadi: thanks hon, ily2

and louise:umm.. not exactly.. but im sure i'll be ok... eventually... hopefully... love you.

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