on our bodies we share the same scars...

Ever wondered what happens when it all falls apart? When a his perfectly woven lies begin to fall apart, what is it that we'll then see? Will it be as it once was? Just a sweet innocent young boy, in the body of a broken teenager? Or will we see the cracks and cobwebs, the spiders and dark holes that threaten to burst from him at any moment, to swallow him whole and take him away? Did he ever really love you? Did he ever love her? Did he ever love anyone? Did he ever love himself? Or was it all just a lie? Did he break because of you? Could you have helped him to heal? Or was there nothing you could do? Is there anyway he could still be here? Do you want him anyway? Did you think back then that life could be good without him? I'm sure you didn't. But it is, don't you see? Because you've spent the past two years being truly loved, and truly cared for. And because you've learned to truly love another. How long did it take you to see he never cared about anyone but himself? You should have just realised that. You should have realised long before you did. It wasn't like you loved him, no. He wasn't that important really. A childhood friend whom you could easily pass over, move on from. It was what he did. It was what you saw when it all fell apart, when the perfectly woven blanket of lies fell to pieces. It was how that changed you. That is what stayed. If you could see him now, you'd pass right by. Because it isn't worth going through that again. He hurt you in a way you didn't think possible. And you should have just gotten over it. You should have. Because he meant nothing. He was noone. But you didn't. Because you were hurt. And you were mad. 'You're a woman, you can hold onto it forever.' And maybe you will always be mad. He was noone. He was the bringer of pain, the start of all this hurt. But now there is someone who truly cares. Someone who started to pick up your broken pieces, and put you back together. Someone who loves you for who you really are, all lies aside. Someone who has snuck past all of your defences, all of the barriers you put up to keep the world out, to keep the shadows and the spiders away... He is wonderful, and amazing, and it isn't even possible to describe how much so... He truly loves you, for who you are beneath it all. And you truly love him. And it is through him, that you can now love other people. That you've let other people in. It is because of him that you know love. And it is because of him that you can love. He saved your life. And without him, you wouold not be here today. You will always love him...