Thursday, April 22, 2010

has no one told you she's not breathing at all anymore...

So.... she reckons my mental state was better when i was blogging and journal writing more because i was getting thoughts out of my head. so i suppose i'll be taking up blogging more regularly again...

so...

it occurs to me that i'm really not a very interesting person. my thoughts, my words, they'll never change the world. i will never affect anyone with what i say.

how amazing would it be to be one of those people who say something and it is suddenly an important saying.

im too tired to fall asleep.

stolen from fireflies yes... but im too tired...

its been about a week now...

and yet the relief of sleep doesnt come.

she says she's going to refer me to a doctor to go on sleeping tablets permanently. cos the ones she is able to give me just make me drowsy, dont put me to sleep...

damnit i should finish this homework....

one day my brain will work.

4 comments:

Windshadows said...

Leish, I don't know about the rest of the world, but your words always affect me <3

♥ Cinderella ♥ said...

Awww thanks Kel. ♥

Anonymous said...

Never presume that you are unloved, dear Leisha. I, for one, think of you as a trusted friend, and listen to what you say because I know that what you say is worth taking in. Don't give up on yourself. You are an AMAZING PERSON, okay? Lots of Love <3

♥ Cinderella ♥ said...

Thank you :) Love <3

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